HopefulMel's Trying To Conceive Wish

I have been ttc for awhile now & I dont understand why me..why havent I been able to conceive? Why havent I been blessed? I feel so hurt, ive been praying and hoping this month only to get a BFN this morning..im so hurt. Im so hurt I was sure this was the month with all the symptoms I am feeling..im thinking about saying forget it.. It feels as if God has forgotten about me