strong's Trying To Conceive Wish

I have come along way since 2009, when I finally left my abusive husband, the man I have been with for 4 yrs is truly amazing, loving, caring, and gentle. I wish every day that I could give him the love of a child. My ex-husband threatened my life if I didn't get a tubal ligation so I did. I pray to God that he would forgive me and let me get pregnant.