beccs's Trying To Conceive Wish
There are others more deserving than I, and it hurts when family tease that I'm pregnant every time I feel nauseous. I know better than to believe them and I want so badly to believe that it always ends in a heart breaking negative test. It hurts more that my nieces and nephews are having "oops" babies when I've tried to make responsible choices only to find that this just might not be a gift I get to have. I guess my wish is to be brave enough to find out for sure or actually get pregnant.