Anonymous Trying To Conceive Wish

I've given up. It's never going to happen, my heart can't take the devastation anymore, the glimmers of hope cause my heart to break even more everytime. I am done living by the clock and living defined by my infertility. I am done crying everytime I get my period, everytime someone I know has a baby, I am moving on and leaving this sad pathetic girl behind. I am working on me, my life, my goals and dreams beyond having a child.