mayme87's Trying To Conceive Wish

Im CD 37 today and I hope HOPE that i have managed to create a miracle of love with DH.All I have ever wanted was to be a mother.I feel like a mom without a baby.Does that make sense?AF has a mind of her own tho.I did a test yest and BFN :( Longest cycle to date has been 39 so I dont know? May God grant my wish! Baby dust to you all