nurseMJ's TTC after m/c Wish

I had a miscarriage at 16 years old and now im told that i need to have the LEEP procedure performed and wait for a baby for another 2 years. My husband and i have been trying for 1 month when the doctor told us this. Somehow i feel like i am being punished for the miscarriage years ago. Its been 4 months of trying, and im still not pregnant. I want a child so bad and the surgery scares me. I need some prayers right now. I hope that maybe this month is the month for me.