smalltowngirl81's My Pregnancy Wish

Lord, Today I am 8 weeks and after telling the father, who said at first he wanted to try for another child, all he wants is for me to have an abortion. I absolutely refuse but I know I am an no sport to raise a child on my own so Lord please give me the strength to make the right chose. Right now I am looking into giving the baby up to a family that can love him or her as much as I do. Unless a miracle comes and I can keep said baby that I have wanted for 12yr. Please give me the strength Lord.