mer's Trying To Conceive Wish

I have spent my life trying to ensure everyone else's smooth ride. I worked so hard to please or take care of my parents, my teachers, my bosses and my students, but somehow forgot about myself and my dreams. Lord, I am 36 and scared that this practice has cost me my dream of being a mother of children of my own. Please Lord, please don't let that be. Please hold a future with hope in it for me...