hummingbirdlover's Trying To Conceive Wish

Well, my period started late on day 4. Yeah, I started to cry my eyes out at 6:30 this morning, but I am hoping with being on a medication to create more CM, that I will be able to conceive next month! I am so sad right now, I just want to die! Why is it that I get so angry and jelous when I see pregnant women around me? It is not thier fault that I am having difficulty.