DeeDeeJ's Trying To Conceive Wish

ok my period is officially late. my breast hurt really bad. i cant stop dreaming about babies. right now i have a head ache. is this it. i am really wishing and praying that this is it. i want to feel what makes a woman a woman. i want to be a mom so i can stop watching tlc and discovery channel pretending that i am the moms to be on there. i am wishing with my eyes shut tight. please Lord let this be it or give me the strength to not want it any more.