ynobaby4me's Trying To Conceive Wish

I wish I could feel life growing inside me and have it healthy once outside of me thats a wish for my husband and I. After nine(9) wonderful years together he excepts that it may not happen but I will continue to wish silently for a chance to do what god intended, five more years before I look into fostering, until then I will try to conceive and spoil him(my husband).