Pitchi's Trying To Conceive Wish

I wish that things would be simple.... or simpler... 15 years ago, I haven been anorexic for a few years, and trust me, it has been very unhappy years... I have worked super hard to get outside this nightmare, I have found a great husband, I would be truly happy if I didn't feel I was punished for these years in hell... My cycle is all over the place, and I fear it is not going to be easy to get this so much wanted baby.... I really wish I am not going to be punished forever...