Anonymous Trying To Conceive Wish

My husband and I have been together for nearly 18 years and have been trying to conceive a child for over 10 years now. It's been a heartbreaking journey. I just turned 41 and am trying to cope with the real fact that we may not get our miracle. My soul has spent almost 120 cycles grieving a beautiful baby who exists only in my heart and dreams. I'm just asking for prayers and the strength to be okay with infertility.