redneckwannabmom's Trying To Conceive Wish

Well last monday i was pregnant. 8 weeks 2 be exact. Then tuesday rolled around, and i had a miscarriage. My first pregnancy, My first rub your stomach and know something is in there, my first flood of emotions from knowing i was going 2 be a mom.. my first miscarriage. Its hard and sad, and maddening, and horrible. And now I cant help but 2 think that thats all that is ever going 2 happen just cause i want 2 be a mother so bad. So my one true wish is 2 be a mother. please lord amen