Sasa's Trying To Conceive Wish

My fiance & I have been ttc for 12 months now. It is always a devastating day, but for some reason this month was just brutal. Days now feel like months. We have been together since highschool (14 years!) and I just feel like I have watched everyone race right past me in life. It is such a silent battle I've been on, and feel so alone. I am so tired of crying today, so just writing this out makes me feel better. Had my AF yesterday & trying to pick myself back up- again. Praying for us all!