Anonymous Trying To Conceive Wish

My husband & I have been having unprotected sex for 1yr now in hopes of conceiving but we have yet to get a + hpt. I'm the type that has a lot of faith In God & I trust that pregnancy will happen whenever it's supposed to so I don't stress it, but lately I've been battling moments of sadness In my heart because I'm not pregnant. So my wish is not to finally conceive this new year, although it is my desire, rather to maintain happy as we wait for the arrival of that chapter in our lives.