Nhyron's Losing Weight Wish

I HAVE TO LOOSE WEIGTH SINCE I MOVED BUT I JUST KEEP GETTING HEAVIER I DO NOT HAVE THAT MUCH CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF ICANT STOP EATING BECAUSE I GET DEPRESED THAT IM OVERWEIGHT. aND I WANT TO HAVE A BABY but i think my boyfriend is disgusted of me...I want to have a baby from someone who loves me no matter what