Sailor's Trying To Conceive Wish

Almost an entire year and still have not conceived. I ovulate May 23rd so I wish this will be it. I never knew that getting pregnant could be so difficult. I've tried so hard to not get pregnant and now all I want is to be pregnant. I guess that's how it works sometimes. :( I thought this was kind of weird to write down a wish for everyone to see but I must say I feel much better now.