Jaynne's Trying To Conceive Wish

Thought that once we would decide to have a baby it would just happen right away. Onto the third month trying now :'(. I pray that God would show me the reason why we must wait. Its hard when everyone around you has/has been or is pregnant and you want it sooo bad. 4 yrs of marriage and waiting for the right time to start felt like so long and didn't realize that I would have to wait again once I decided. I pray that I will not stress out and leave it to him to decide when.