Anonymous Trying To Conceive Wish

Lord,I wonder if you're even there anymore. I've trusted that in your time it will happen. I'm losing faith. I've sacrificed. I've prayed. I've pleaded and begged. I've tried to strike deals with you. You tell us to be fruitful- to multiply so your will may be done. How can I raise up a Godly child when you've chosen to not bless me with one? I can't handle the pain much longer,Father. Please let your plan be soon shown to me. Make it clear to my eyes what you have planned for me- for my family.