AngieMeow's My Pregnancy Wish

Had a S/B baby boy July 16,2010 at 23 weeks w/ 1st pregnancy & was just fired from my job (all within 3 months).

Not TTC yet, still mourning the loss of my Angel.

Feeling depressed and alone, can't really talk to anyone as they do not understand. Don't know how to feel or what to do, just want to feel "normal" "happy" again.

Don't know how not to feel guilty, embarrassed even though I haven't done anything.Just want the pain to go away.

Had a difficult pregnancy but want healthy children.