TryingforBaby's TTC after m/c Wish

Desperately praying to conceive. One year ago my husband and I suffered a miscarriage ay 9 weeks. We are now currently TTC and I am 17 DPO with a BFN. I am praying, hoping, and wishing that I am currently pregnant and that my levels are just slow to rise. We both want more than anything to be parents, and it breaks our hearts when we think of our loss (the baby would have been a year on Oct 3...). My wish is that I conceived and that in 9 months, we have a healthy baby to raise and love!