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We have been TTC for 2 years now!! Very frustrating! After being on the pill for 3 months then stopped and I got pg with my 1st, but now like I said, it's been 2 years and MANY MANY negative pregnancy tests!!

I was very irregular, but now for the last 3 months have started the 26th...now I am waiting for the 26th to roll around...I am normally an early tester, but back in January, I quit taking HPT, b/c it was always such a diappointing experience!! I would cry and be so mad!!

Then my SIL got pregnant and is 11 weeks along...she has known that we have been trying for 2 years, so to hear she got pg right away was REALLY hard to take! I am angry and frustrated and sad, I have so many emotions running through me! I am feeling very negative too. my pants are fitting a little tighter and I am peeing more...could it be? (I doubt it, its just bloating I'm sure.) i would be in 7th heaven! I so long to be PG!!!

I agree with all those who say wait to test, it's not worth it unless you are almost positive that you are pg, b/c most times it is just our emotions making us feel liker we're pg! Everytime I took the test early, I would get my period the next day. Sorry, I don't mean to be so negative! Just how I feel.