Without the support of my man.

My fiance and I have been TTC since March of 2007. It seems like a short time compared to some of the ladies who have suffered with infertility for many years. I pity them all, and I share in a fraction of their pain. The one thing that gets me through this is having such a wonderful man in my life. I can not think of an easier way to get through this than with the loving support of your man. He is so sensitive to my needs emotionally. And he is right there every time I am fertile to do the do-naturally. He is kind to me each time I have told him that I am spotting or have started. He is right there with encouragement to keep me going. He gives me my moment to mourn the loss of yet another month without being pregnant with the child we both long for. Then, he says to me "It will happen, don't worry. We will do this if it is what God wants for us." So, I keep the faith and keep a smile, though I am crying on the inside. This is, afterall, for us both. We both don't get a baby when I don't get pregnant. We both have to wait, together. And the wait is worth it to me. He is going to be the perfect dad. I love him very much.