TTC its just not happening.....

Hey guys I was just reading everyones blogs and I feel the same way. I have been off of my Birth control since November of 2006. My husband and I havent used any form of Birth control for almost a year and nothing has happened. At first it didnt matter cause we werent trying, we just said that if it happens then it happens, but now we are actually trying and still nothing. I even chart my periods and we make sure we try to conceive on my ovulation days and still nothing.

Its so frustrating because all of my friends are getting pregnant. And they arent even trying and they arent married and they dont even want a baby. They have all told me that it was shock to be pregnant and that they dont want to be preganant and they dont want to be a mom. So how is it that they can get pregnant with out even trying but those of us who truly want a baby have no luck? It seriously upsets me and they are all getting bigger and have baby stories and I find myself getting discouraged. And my husband keeps asking whats wrong with us and he is so down about it and it makes me feel worse. he wants to be a daddy so bad.

And family keeps asking when are yall gonna have a baby, they dont even know we are trying, no one knows. But they still ask and it hurts so bad when they pressure me becuase we are trying and it just hasnt happened. And I then I start to wonder if something is wrong with one of us... im only 22 and his only 24 so it couldnt be age. Im just scared that maybe it will never happen for me.

My whole lifes goal is to be a good wife and a good mother. Not a movie star or a model or anything like that, just a good wife and mother. I feel like my dreams are slipping further and further away from me.

But I do wish everyone the best of luck and I hope each and everyone of you is blessed with a baby!