Completely Frusterated

I think the most frusterating thing is everyone around me has kids. Even the women that didn't even know they wanted to get pregnant did. I myself have wanted a child since I WAS a child and now that I feel I have all my ducks in a row it's not happening for us. We recently went through a miscarriage and it has just been an emotional rollercoaster all the way around. I almost feel like maybe I just wasen't meant to be a mom. I love kids I love playing with kids talking to kids even just holding them when they cry it is the only time I feel whole like I'm giving back something without even trying. I think it's hard because I am so happy for the women around me and in my life but selfishly I find myself saying "I wish it were me".