It's hard to wait, but right now I am making myself

Right now I am actually trying to be good. For a while when I really was TTC (right now I am not really trying, but not preventing either) so I am not as obsessed about it. I had to take a step back because I was getting out of control with it. I would test everyday in the 2ww, and sometimes twice in a day because I still didn't believe it. All BFN's of course. Now I am thinking that it is possible that this month was my month, I am on cycle day 29 with 38 day average cycle. So I still have until the 17th till I am supposed to get my period. I actually bought a test at the dollar store last night, but I am making myself hold off on using it. I did have the doctor run a test a week from monday because I had a bladder infection and my mom has told me that she has started her pregnancy's with bladder infections. That test was neg.

This month I am feeling like there are little signs, like my left breast was really tender and sore, the bladder infection, and some nausea. So I am keeping my fingers crossed (in my mind at least).

Tina