TTC nothing YET n frustrated!!

I have been TTC for about six months now, and have been off of BC for over a year now. My friend flew in from out of town and all of us got together for a photo... all my friends and their kids relatively the same age, I find myself sitting on a bench with no kid in my lap. I am Married, for two years, going to school and doing the best I can financially to benifit my future children and everyone around me is having babies. I love all my nieces and nephews and get all the crtisism from family like you better catch up.. when u guys having one,,? Im sick of it!! the only one that doesnt seem very supportive is my mother in law, at a family get together I was holding one of the "million" newborns their and they started to cry so I handed her back to mom and she said dont worry you will know what to do when you have one of your own, my mother in law said, "well dont encourage her". I felt like screeming at her, and saying im the only one here that was responcible about every step I have made but all these underage, no job, no cares, girls that can pop babies out like no tomorrow, I CANT HAVE ONE? I held my breath and went home as soon as I could. anyone else need to vent come and talk to me. All I keep praying is that God, if it is your will to give me a child and it will grow to know and love you and you will protect it then I'm ready when you are. In Jesus name amen, ect.