My Story and How do I tell him

I first got pregnant in December 2007 but didn't know I was until January 2008 only to find out I was having an Ectopic Pregnancy.
So I had my left Falopean Tube removed.

I then got pregnant in June of the same year. Me and my husband were so excited wondering about how our lifes will be after the baby was born. At almost 11 weeks pregnant i started bleeding.
I rang NHS Direct to get advice, they rang an ambulance for me and kept me calm while I was waiting. The following day I was told I was miscarrying and I burst into tears I felt I was going to die from the pain. The next day I was given an ultrasound to confirm the miscarraige. I was discharged later the next day.

Now I want to TTC again. My husband is fussy about it though.
1 minute he wants to TTC and the next he doesnt.
He promised we could TTC in April but has gone back of his word, leaving me feeling crushed and depressed.
I know I shouldn't really get this upset but I feel that my life is not complete until I have my baby.

I can't find the words to tell my husband that I desperately need to TTC now and as I write this I can feel myself welling up just wanting to cry.

Please can anyone give me some advice on how I can tell him without sounding like I'm telling him what to do.