It wasn't planned but we still fell in love with our "baby"

Here is my story! My BF (now hubby) and I weren't trying to get pregnant, actually we were preventing using a condom. On one fated night, however, the condom broke and I got pregnant! We were happy though! Everything was going normal, then one day I started bleeding. I had not been to the OB/GYN yet because they would not see me until 10 weeks but I had seen a regular doctor so I knew I was about six weeks. Nevertheless, the bleeding, which started as spotting, became redder and redder and so I went to the ER. Once at the ER I had an ultrasound and even heard my baby's heartbeat. The ER doc said that everything was fine but that he was putting me under "threaten miscarriage" warning and for me to take it as easy as possible. The next night, however, I started to have much heavier bleeding, with mucus and blood clots and I was in extreme pain, so I returned to the ER. There I was told that I had a large drop in hormone level and that I was miscarrying. I proceeded loose the rest of my "products of conception" right there in the hospital! Of course, after hearing my baby's heartbeat and all, I was quite sad. Every morning was painful as I still felt pregnant and really was not any longer. Also, upon getting pregnant, I learned of other women, who are wives of co-workers, family member and others that were also pregnant when I was, so naturally I felt sad that mine ended and I had to watch others continue and move through the same stages where I would have been. Luckily, my now hubby, was very supportive and really excited to try again, probably even more so than I! Although I am excited to try again, I can't help but be scared of another miscarriage. We have officially started to TTC and we are waiting to see if it worked. Learning about how common miscarriages are, has helped get through all this. Many of my friends and family have had them and it seems almost all women I speak to have had one as well! Good luck to all of you!