I think I am done TTC unless I get some other suggestions.

I have been Dx with PCOS, I have been on Metformin, Spirolactone and Clomid, and they made me a B*&@#. I have taken myself off of them now. I have had a HSG and 2 IVUS, and more BW and BPT's than I can count. I was due for AF on the June 3, I was in the OB on the 8th, I had done a HPT that morning and got a BFN, and the OB told me that she thought I was PG, so she did a BPT and the next day it was another BFN. I am now on day 57 of my cycle and am 28 days late, I am due tomorrow for AF and i have not had any signs of her yet. I have a friend that can forsee PG and she told me months ago that i have the glow, she can't see when it is coming, but knows when it is. I want to believe her but I am giving up. We have been trying for 1.5 yrs and it is to much emotional stress for me to handle with my job being stressful also. I need to talk to someone that understands what i am going through. My husband has had a SA and the doctor says it looks good enough to make twins. My OB wants me to see a RE and we can't afford it.