It is relieving to know it's not just me!

I do feel better knowing that I am not abnormal or alien wierd. My first cycle was 32 days then it just went back down to 29 days. This past month before my cycle began on Saturday evening, I was so excited cause the sympotms were so strong. I just knew this was it...well guess again. However, I am proud of myself for my response. I did not break down, or scream "Why God why"; I just thanked him for another opportunity to try. So this time I am going to really put effort in not concentrating so hard on it (Good Luck with that, right). Seriously, I must look at it as an opportunity to try harder at things like stop coffee, eating more fruits n veggies (getting my diet right)and thinking about my partner more. This whole time I thought it didn't really matter to him, actually I've been doing everything myself (all info in charts, history records ect...). Yesterday when I told him that my season arrived, he became so quiet for a good minute. I thought he was going to say a joke like usually before TTC or even just say something smooth like, "I guess no playing later, huh") But he didn't, he didn't even comment about AF at all, just silence and new topic. This go round I am going to keep him in mind. He even bought me DVD series of my favorite show yesterday when I picked him up from work, an today he told me, "You look really good in your red dress". I am still cheesing and blushing from it.