Conception Frustrations?
If you're trying to conceive and it's taking longer than you had hoped, what frustrations are you running into? Is it that just about everyone around you seems to be pregnant? Or, something someone said? Or, is you-know-who (your mom, his mom...) pressuring you or asking when way too often? Does it sometimes feel like TTC is more like Trying to Cope?

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BFP now a BFN

Posted by: chicky2 on Thu Oct 8, 2009

I am devastated once again. I was sure this month it was going to finally really happen. I was going to get to tell people that I am pregnant. Tested on Sunday. Got 2 BFP, stupid me tested again on Wed. 2 BFN. should have known better. Last night flo started. I will be 41 next month. Lately my cycles have been very short. My Dr. said I would probably need something to get preg & stay preg. Looks like he is right. went through pretty much the same thing 3 1/2 ish years ago. My due date would have been Oct. 6. to top it all off my BF still isn't totally on board about the baby issue. Which means that because mother nature needs help i will probably have to do it all on my own. having a hard time coming to terms with the whole sperm donor. I want my child to know it's daddy. Times running out & I am overwhelmed. I'm terrified that it's never going to happen. I'm tired of being the outsider looking in. Is it too much to ask for one baby of my own to love? It's so hard not to feel like a failure when it seems so easy for everyone around me.

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