Frustration!

A quick run down... started Depo in May of 2008, last shot Oct 2008, so it's been 15 months since the last shot... it's ridiculous, and overly frustrating... Everyone is getting pregnant that I don't think should, teenagers, married people that don't have jobs, just ridiculous situations... I've finally lost the 20lbs I gained since depo, and have kept it off, and I'm trying to eat healthier and flush any remaining toxins out of my body by drinking a lot of water and of course taking my vitamins... which things seem to help, after a few detox days my period will randomly start... like I started Dec 25, and was disappointed but decided to try harder to get healthier, and sure enough Jan 11 my period starts... not as heavy as it has been but it sure is a period, which gives me hope that this blasted shot is finally wearing off... that maybe next month we'll get a positive... No one really knows were trying... maybe a friend or two but we constantly get asked... when are you guys going to have kids? You've been married for a year and a half... you guys should give me a grand-daughter... you guys should have kids now... blah blah blah!!!! Frustrating!!!