TTC After M/C
Are you trying to conceive after one or more miscarriages? How long did you (or will you) wait until TTC again? Who or what has been helpful to you during your difficult time: faith, the support of your partner/friends/families (or did you find them unable to relate?), others who you now found out also m/c'd...

soooo frustrated...

Posted by: erikka on Tue Apr 6, 2010

Hi, I am soooo frustrated today, I just started my period again, we have been TTC since March 2009, I got pregnant Aug 2009 and miscarried Oct 22, 2009. We started TTC right away and every month I have my period. We are just waiting for a referral to a fertility specialist now, I don't know how long that will take. I just feel like I am getting older and time is ticking away. When we first decided to have a baby I was 38 now I'm 39 but my birthday is in August. I feel so hopeless and every month I get my period I get so depressed and sad and I think of the baby we lost, if there was anything I did wrong. I don't know if there is anyone out there in my same predicament. Also everyone around me is having babies and I just get so frustrated seeing them with their bellies growing, I try to be happy for them but really I am kinda mad I guess I shouldn't feel like that I have no one to talk to about this stuff, and its frustrating. My b/f and I are also argueing alot about not getting pregnant, blaming each other and everything. I don't know if I should just give up and accept the fact that we are not having a baby.

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