Do you think this is my month?

I am now about 4-5 DPO! Have sore BB's, runny nose, little bit of congestion, and a crazy bout of nausea that had me running to the bathroom but I stifled the urge and felt better after I ate lunch. Been crampy all day long with lots of lotion like CM. My cervix is also high soft closed and moist which is also new.

Af isn't due for another 12 days but I'm hoping I get my BFP before then! We finally settled on our boy name and I'm in love with it, it attaches my DH's personality and love of motorcycles with a traditional family shared middle name. I've been in love with our girl name from the beginning and now I'm excited that I love our boy name just as much! I had a dream about holding a beautiful healthy baby in my arms and woke up with tears of joy, ladies, I desperately want a wee bean of my own, I'm praying this is our month! If not, I refused to be discouraged, we'll try PreSeed next and hope that it aids our little swimmers bc I have scant CM due to a LEEP procedure my doctor performed in February. LOTS 'O LUCK AND BABY DUST TO ALL!