Ready to Try Again

I had been told since I was 19 that I it would be extremely difficult for me to conceive because I was diagnosed with pcos. This came from, not one doctor, but three. So imagine my surprise and joy when I found out that I was 6 week, 2 days pregnant at 35 years of age. I was afraid to believe at first and then I allowed my self to begin imagining a big belly, birthdays, holidays...I even knew what I was going to name him or her. I was devasted 1 month later when my doctor told me that my baby had no growth and no heartbeat. I feel like a part of me died that day. I got a D&C 2 days later. My bleeding lasted for exactly 2 weeks and I got my period exactly 4 weeks after that. I feel the pain of my loss everday. But now, there is hope when there was no hope. I am a little scared that I could miscarry again but now that I know it is possible to have my dream, I have to try. For all those that are going through what I am going through or something similar, I wish you all the best.