TTC is a disappointment some times.

My husband and I have been married a year he deployed for 6 of those 12 months and when he came home we were trying to conceive in June I took two test at two different times of day that came back pregnant only to go to the doctor and found out we werent. Now we had 6 months together and still trying but still no baby. He deploys again in August of next year and we want a pregnancy before he leaves. Now yes I am showing symptoms of pregnancy but honestly what if it was like in June and July and I am not really pregnant? I see everyday everyone one I know getting pregnant and having babies I want my own. When will it happen. Everyone is like "when are you going to have a baby, It will happen it just takes time, dont worry about it things will work out?" So when will all those people stop telling me the same old crap and understand that they have kids already they dont get it. Or How about the ones who have 2 or more children. NO offense but you already have children so why can you stop acting like you need a dozen more. I have some friends who have kids and they are like I want another one. And they are as bad as those who cant even have their first one. I would just like to have one or two and be happy with it. JUST SO FRUSTRATING!
And my cousin who had 5 kids was like I will be your surrogate mother like WTH thanks for rubbing it in my face. :'(