Just needed to vent, could use some advice!!

Hi everyone, I am 26 years old and have been struggling with stage 3 Endo and multiple right ovarian cyst. When I was 18 I ended up with a cyst on my left ovary that got so big I had a torsion and ended up losing my left tube and:-S ovary. :'(. After that they told me there was a possibility I would need help conceiving. Fortunately I have been blessed with two beautiful angels. But now everything has gotten so much worse. Within the last year I had two surgeries to remove right ovarian cyst and to try and get rid of some of the Endo. No such luck. It has gotten so bad my OB/GYN said no more surgeries if I want a third baby. He said its 50/50 right now. He said he can't give me false hope but he also can't take hope away from me. Because the only tube I have is stuck to the back of my pelvic wall by Endo tissue and ha a slight dip. He said everything in there looks like a sticky mess. He said no more unless its to tie tubes or hysterectomy. He said just to get rid of the Endo I would come out more than likely with a partial or complete hysterectomy. After this last surgery about two weeks later I ended up in the ER with severe pain. After a CT scan they thought I had an access. Once my doc went into look it was actually a chunk of Endo tissue that grew back and was inflamed. I have been hospitalized 4 times this year because of pain, heavy bleeding and ruptured ovarian cyst. Any ideas on what I should do next. I am just really trying to hold out for my third child. And needed to vent. Have an appt with a fertility doc next month if it doesn't happen this month. Thank for listing to me vent and any comments appreciated, god bless!!