Anyone in my TTC phase?

I have been married for almost 3 years now and for the better part of those three years I have practically been on my knees begging DH to start TTC. He had been reluctant due to him already having 3 kids from previous relationships, being in the active army, etc. But now that he has moved to the national guard and we have settled down with no chance of deployment for at least two years he is ready to try. We tried last month but got a BFN and AF showed up exactly on time (almost to the hour).

But now I am in this weird place where I am almost second guessing whether I want to TTC. I mean I really really want to be a mom and moreso with my husband but something in my gut keeps saying something is going to go wrong. We had a m/c two years ago and maybe I am just scared of failing again. I don't think I could stand knowing that my husband was able to have three other children but that there was something wrong and we couldn't have one. At least we know that we can conceive... we just need a sticky one.

Has anyone else been confused once they finally started TTC? I have no idea where these feelings are coming from since this is all I have wanted for years. Help I am losing my mind.

I am now 3 or 4 dpo and my breasts are a bit swollen and my nipples are very sore. Even wearing my bra hurts. Can this mean we succeed! Is it even possible to feel symptoms of conceiving so early? I have never had swollen breasts or sore nipples before af before. I really hope its due to conception!

Hubby and I have been getting ready for TTC #3 for almost a year now, been off of BC for 9 months and started tracking cycle length. It's steadily been between 39 and 40 for 6 months so last month we decided to start trying this month...of course in May AF comes 1 week early...so decided to try anyway...tomorrow is the first day a HPT could potentially be positive if I have changed to a 32 day cycle. So here's hoping..it would make a great Father's Day gift!

Ok so i got a positive ovulation test on the 14th :)which is very good news! My hubby and I did the baby dance that night but didn't do it last night because we were both tired from his crazy work schedule. Does that lower our chances of conceiving? I am nervous about it! Any advise?

Ok, lets hope I get the timing right. I know its too early, but for the first time I got a positive on the OV stick. The day before was negative. We BD the morning before and morning after. So I will take my OV test again this afternoon to see If I still get a positive. But my temp has not risen as yet so, according to statistics, I probably did not ovulate yet. But we will see. So I am hoping that it will connect. I was so excited to see that positive, I thought that I may not be ovulating, but I guess I am; here is the next step, timing. But does your temp have to rise to ovulate? Cause my temp is droping, maybe it will rise tomorrow. I have to google. lol Whish me luck!!! I will keep yall posted. Baby dust to all. :)

Ok, I am so anxious! I just finished taking my last Clomid pills yesterday! I took them on days 5-9 so now I'm waiting to start taking the ovulation tests! I know that testing too early can give me a false positive so I am going to begin testing on the 12th. I know Clomid can sometimes cause you to ovulate late. Does anyone know what the average ovulation date would be. I don't have normal cycles so I don't know how long they are. I don't usually ovulate and my husband and I really want to be pregnant with our baby #2! This is my first time on Clomid, my first pregnancy was very unexpected seeing as I don't usually ovulate on my own. Can any one give me any advise!!!