Conception Frustrations II?

I need to here some positive outcome. I just went to the dr. bc I've in the past year miscarried twice so my doc just prescribed me clomid, estrogen, and progesterone. I'm super anxious to try this but scared I will be disappointed. The problem with me is not so much getting preg. but it lasting. I have so many mixed emotions but I just want a healthy baby and will do anything to help the process. Thanks everybody :)

My fiance and I started TTC at the beginning of this year, 5 months in and no luck we decided to wait for me to see the doctor, but im worried the problem isnt me!?! My fiance 3 years ago had testicular cancer and had to remove his left testicle. We havent gotten him tested yet because he does not have medical insurance through his work. My doctor advised me to start BBT and a ovulation test kit, at a 3 month rate of trying she said we are bound to get pregnant. It is our second month and no luck! I was almost certain this month we had conceived but it was unsuccessful, being late 2 days on AF and high bbt after ovulation made us feel we achieved pregnancy, but i started my period today :-,( Has anyone known anyone who had difficult conceiving, when partner only has one testicle? Any tips on how to improve our chances? Any advice would be helpful, we are starting to feel there is no hope!

I'm new and frankly I could use someone to talk to... even if its this darn computer. Why is trying to have a baby so hard? I'm trying so hard to not think about this to just let it be and just wait for whatever comes and accept it if I get my period at the end of the month so I don't end up in the bathroom crying like every other time before but I can't help getting my hopes up. I can't help feeling wishful when I know in the end it just makes things hurt even worse. Anyone out there have any advice for keeping sane during these times? I could really use some!

I guess i need to vent more than anything, here i am on cycle day 46, my cycle was meant to start on the 31st on adverage according to mymonthlycycles my cycle is 38 days.. so yep im late....the weeks before i had cramps from the 21st that have only just stopped...so i was all excited thinking this month is it!!! but no 2 BFN's the 2nd one this morning...i didnt want to tell my partner as we have been trying to do this for sometime now but i did and was heart broken at the disapointment in his eyes even though he smiled and said its ok...i have reached the point of giving up or at least taking a break i prayed so hard this month for it to happen and as it hasn't i just feel fed up and ready to let go....i told my partner that we need to at least take a break because i dont think that i can do this anymore...i admire many of the women on here who keep trying month after month...i dont know how you do it and wish you all well....i havent cried as i think im all cried out im just sad now and thinking about how to move on...i told my bf i think im going to learn how to knit to take my mind off of it lol so any baby booties or winter hats needed feel free to let me know lol ...seriously i wish i felt differently and any advice to assist in reigniting the hope and faith needed to continue would be much appreciated.. in the meantime i will wait for af to show (boooooo) but much blessings and baby dust, luck and all the other stuff that may help you all reach your dream xxx

It is so frustrating thinking i am pregnant every month, and every month i see a BIG FAT NEGATIVE. But this month i am going to get pregnant if its the last thing i do. Don't care if its a girl/boy/alien. I am going to conceive ;-) over and out.

Hi... I'm new to this site but glad to see I can go somewere to vent. I have had a recent miscarriage in the summer and then AF was getting more and more delayed. Finally I went to my ob/gyn and was told I have PCOS. AF has decreased in days since taking metformin. I think I ovulated on 10/24 after having abd cramps (mittelschmertz) and a horrible headache. I worked through the symptoms and did the deed with my hubby. AF not due for another 5 days. Now I'm way anxious and want to test and wonder if I should even bother. I'm feeling bloated and sensitive to smell. Some nausea but I wonder if its from the gas. Any insight?