Dying from the question of fate! TTC !! R U prego

I'm 23 my hubby's 25 we feel like time is running out. I have PCOS and it's not frustraighting it's depressing in all! Well we've been TTC since we got married in 04. I joined a clinical trial for pcos and pregnancy. I am in my first round of the meds (clomid or letrozole). It's a blind trial but that only makes it worse. I completed the meds and got my ultrasound positive OV high progesterone levels 4.^ but it's too early for a test, the urine test was negative but they said it's too early

But back on topic ! My family knows that were ttc but they feel we should wait so I try to explain my problem, but mistake, everyone is having babies around me. I feel so alone and he feels left out! Everyone is asking us all the time when are we going to have kids and it hurts to keep saying "when the good Lord splits me". they laugh but I die just a little bit more every time. I have always wanted kids. My sister has 2-1 on the way & my brother's on his first!! So that's hard my class keeps asking me and I have no support my hubby says just ignore them but that's easier said by him than for me to do it!! I am losing it just waiting till next Friday to find out my heart hurts but I am trusting God! Do the same !

Baby dust to all! (:;:'*:;':") God bless!!