Could I be pregnant?

So, this is my first time posting something like this.Here I go... my husband and I haven't really been "ttc", it's more like a "whatever happens, happens" type of deal (for lack of disappointment). But i would be EXTREMELY HAPPY if I am preggers. Anyways... The first day of my last period, was MAY 14,2011. My average cycle is 45 days, which means my last one should have started JUNE 28th. Well, needless to say... here I am on JULY 16th, and still NO sign of a period. Not even spotting!!(which is normal for me before my period.) I haven't really had too many of the "most common" early pregnancy symptoms. But, for the last 2WEEKS I have this queasy feeling that just wont go away!! Sometimes I do throw up, but its rare. Also, I have been feeling A LOT more sluggish and fatigued lately. Certain foods are starting to give me heartburn and indigestion. I feel bloated ALL the time. And don't even get me started on how many "pee-breaks" I have to take a day. I know you guys are probably wondering why I haven't taken a test yet. But the truth is, I'm terrified of the disappointment. I know i just need to put my big girl pants on (lol), and just go get a test. But for some reason, its easier said than done...

Ok ladies this will be so confusing to some of yall because its confusing to me.

To begin with I didnt want kids and I still don't have any. But I have been verify active with my partner.

First, last mar 2010 I found out that I was pregnant, though I was just having an irregular period because it was light pink then brown for three days. When I went to the doctor after I took an HPT they told me I was very much so pg. I freaked out. Two weeks later I started spotting, after going to doctor they diagnosed me with an Blighted Ovum. (freaky huh) So I had an spontaneous abortion.(meaning my body aborted naturally for three weeks almost.)
Now, this year for the past three months we been at it again without protection. :( My period came on 05-14-2011 last eight days. 6/11/2011 it came again and last 2 weeks(06/11 light then it stopped, 06/12/2011, wiped and nothing was there all day, 06/13/2011 spotted light, 06/14/11 full mp very heavy more heavy than usual that last until 06/21/11. Now going by my period tracker I was due on 07/08/2011 thinking since its off from last month would that be the reason Im late now. I dont want to take a hpt because Im scared what you think.

Hi Ladies,

I have been reading all of your posts and decided to share also. I am 19 dpo, af 5 days late. I don't have any overly obvious symptoms. What I do feel (tired, slightly heavier breasts, gassy, cramps) could mean either that AF is lurking right around the corner or that I am about to be one happy mommy. I tested early at 13dpo and got a BFN. I've been terrified to test every since. My period is pretty regular (30 day cycle). On occasion I have ovulated late and my period has come 4-5 days later than I expected. Since this is just the 5th day I am reluctant to test because a BFN would be devestating at this point. I dreamt that my period came the other night and woke up heart broken. I am trying to hold out another day and test after AF is 6 days late since that has never happened but then I feel like I'm just torturing myself or prolonging that inevitable BFN. As long as I don't know I still have hope. I will probably break down before the end of the day and test.

Anyway, enough of my rambling. I just had to share. I think it is wonderful that so many of us are excited about the possibility of motherhood. I want this more than I have ever wanted it. God bless all the mommy to be's hoping that includes me :-)

Hi everyone am ttc and have been every since my misscarraige of may last year. Today I am 1 day late and i am feeling really scared to test. I am tired of being disappointed when that time of the month comes. I am feeling full and real gassy i know this could all be in my head, but you'll wishme luck..

Hi everyone Me and my husband are currenlty TTC our 2nd child (Boy) and im a bit confused cause AF was very out of the usual this month. it was suppose to come on the 27th of June but i started spotting a little red and brown the night of the 19th and then became very light red color with some clear discharge on the 20th. it was only enough to wear two tampons and one pad for the day i usually have to wear both because i have always been a heavy flower. the 21th was even lighter still with clear like discharge. the 22th was a light spotting of red and brown. I was wondering if this was implantation bleeding or not only because it was said to be spotty and not a period like flow. i had mild dull cramps on day 1 (20th) of this cycle and none after and i usually have terrible tear crying cramps and for that not to be was very confusing to me. i have not tested yet im gone wait another week before i do not ready for any more disappointments WISH ME GOOD LUCK Baby Dust To All TTC

After so many times of receiving disappointing news and BFNs, my fiance and I decided to just let things flow for once and see what would happen. Well my fiance and I did the BD on 5/31, 6/5, 6/6, and 6/8. Since we are trying, but not actively "trying", unbeknownst to me I ovulated during the week of 6/5 - 6/11. I'm not expected to see AF until 6/23, but on 6/10 throughout the day (sorry for TMI) I had this Brownish Red spotting. This went on throughout the wknd off and on. Everything was cool from 6/12 - 6/16, then on 6/17 - the present day 6/20 I have been having the spotting AGAIN, this time Brownish Pink and now with a clear discharge. I'm not sure what is going on and am getting kind of freaked out. I spoke with my Gyno last week Friday after the initial spotting and she advised for me to come in and test for pregnancy by blood work, but I'm so nervous about doing so...especially with AF expected this week and for fear of being disappointed yet again!!! Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated and to all of "Mothers-To-Be" I wish you all the luck in the world and TONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS of Baby Dust!!!!